Friday, June 12, 2009
Sometimes, I wonder if other people like me at all, especially fellow devotees. I'm always under the impression that no one likes me or something. I'm not popular or friendly or charismatic or outgoing. I don't even think I like myself. I wish I could be better at everything, or at least a couple of things. There is only one thing that I was pretty good at but I gave it up and I'm not even sure why anymore. I guess I was a perfectionist and also a pretty tormented one. I'm very conscious of the fact that I was just stressing myself out and getting into more trouble than anything else.